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where the hell am I heading?!
November 9th, 2008 by clari28barbiecue
I can’t make my move right now and I’m unhappy. Well everyone’s unhappy in some point of there lives. Mine has no end to it. Yet, maybe I’m just looking at the wrong way. I’m trying to understand my situation because the only thing I can do now is accept it and try to make the best out of it. But it’s hard knowing what you’re doing is not really what you want to do.
But life is a journey, and u can’t always have what u want. U have to pursuit it. It’s difficult and you can’t always go the easy way out. Coz once u do, u’ll miss out on everything. Yeah, I know I’m way behind now, and it bites. Besides, doesn’t mean that if all is going this way, i need to pass there too. Although, Yes I’m alone in this dark bumpy road and it bites seeing I’m going no where at all. But It’s exciting as it is depressing. It’s hard and painful, but I need to stay alive to know how it ends. Everyday has been torture for the pass months, every tear shed for the same shit. Others would just say “God will reward you in what you’re doing and he has better plans for you.” I wish I could believe that, honestly, I wish I could.But the pain is too much to bear and I’m not thinking straight now a days. But I have faith in the LORD and a little piece of faith in myself.
“Appreciate what you have and make the most of it.”
“Every problem is just a great opportunity to prove yourself, Never take it negatively, but take it as a challenge to feel worthy of living, for when you surpass that problem you will be greater as ever.”
“ Don’t think of it as a hindrance to success but a stepping stone in what greater you may be come.”
Life is a matter of how you leave this world behind. How you make a mark in other peoples lives. How you make yourself be remembered in generations to come. And as the last breathe you breath you know you made the best out of it. And that’s all that matters. Lord stay by my side, I wish to follow you, even though it’s hard but I know it’s all worth it, it’s all worth earning your love. Your love is different, it’s a sense of comfort and peace, where everybody wishes to have. Lord, I can’t thank you enough. Guide me through your way. I pray to see you in the end.
GODSPEED!!!
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